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Dreams are made of this

I’m following my dream each and every day, are you?

It’s definitely hard work juggling everything that needs to be done to keep my little healing and reading business working but can honestly say I would not change a thing. 

Come join me, come put that sparkle back into your heart. Follow your dream and fulfil your destiny.

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Find a solution


Many years ago I remember a boss of mine saying to me ‘don’t bring me a problem unless you have at least 2 solutions’. This has stayed with me over time and things happened along my life’s journey where I have had to use this to find my answer.  When we have a situation that needs dealing with often we have options to choose from and that is where the issue arises. Which one is the right choice for us? Which direction do we go in? Where do we go to get the clarification? Who do we trust to open up to? Who do we listen to, us or them?

For me, this is where my tarot cards come in. There are a choice of layouts and spreads we can use to show the options and would open up the outcomes and any pitfalls that may be involved along the way.

When we find we have someone or, something we trust to give us the guidance we are looking for, our confidence and self esteem build. This then leads us forwards with ease as we then have no doubts and our self belief is at its strongest.

If you find you are struggling to decide? Mind all clogged up with options and not sure what to do. Why not come and join me for a tarot reading and see the cards bring clarification forward for you. 

Readings  available are face to face, telephone, skype or email

Guilt

Hello everyone,

Can I just start by saying what a strange few days I have had. This weekend has been a busy one, as I have been away working with my tarot cards and trying to earn some extra pennies.

It had been planned for months, and this was to be an enjoyable weekend where nothing was going to get in the way of some fun and learning.

And, this is when it started. The guilt !!!

I was going away and leaving them, left at home to it. All on their own, without me. How would they cope. Now normally in our house it is my hubby who goes away for a few days a month with work, and when he goes he never looks back, takes his bag and off he goes. Waving merrily until he returns with a Honey I’m home a few days later.

He never feels the guilt, he just leaves me to it and I carry on regardless.

So this is my main question tonight, why do some of us feel the guilt and others don’t. Is it a female thing or does it apply to the men too. I can’t answer that one as am not a bloke but I do wonder from what I have seen.

Friday morning I left home bright and early with a long day ahead, carrying out a couple of reiki healings which was fine and all went well, but, my darling hubby had said I could use his car for the long drive as it is more comfortable and powerful on the motorway than mine. Which I thought at the time was really nice of him, he even had it valeted, which is saying something as he doesn’t bestow a lot of time on looking after it and keeping it clean. So as you can imagine I felt pretty honoured.

Well it got to about 4.30 and time to set off, and I can tell you the shakes set in and the mind took over. It was like a greyhound out of the starting gates. Oh my goodness what if I crash it, what if it gets scratched, but worse than that what if it gets stolen!!! How dare I leave him with my little banger to have to drive around, why should I have the comfort for the weekend.

I am the only one that thinks like this??? Why do we have times when the mind takes over and we become totally bonkers over it all.

Now remember I haven’t even set off yet. But worse than that I suddenly realise I have all this panic running round in my head over a piece of metal that carries a Skoda badge and is at least 7 years old. It’s insured so if anything goes wrong its covered. It’s not an Astin Martin or Masseratti that is worth stealing, it’s a Skoda. How stupid do I feel now. I am sat stationary in the car laughing at myself by this point. If anyone had walked past and seen me they would have thought I had really lost the plot.

All this just because I am going off to spend a couple of days doing something that I enjoy. Something for me, where I am meeting new people from across the world and learning something new. FOR ME.

And it doesn’t include them.

Why do we struggle with doing something for ourselves?

Why can’t we not say no when someone asks us to do something for them and we clearly can’t or don’t want to.

What is wrong with us, why do we put everyone else before ourselves.

Why is it more important to make others happy and not ourselves.

As you can guess I have had a bit of a revelation this weekend. Maybe that’s a good thing, maybe it’s not, time will tell.

If you are one of the lucky ones that can honestly say they have never felt guilt over anything please will you have a word and let me know your secret please.

So after giving myself a bit of a wake up call, off I go. Simon Mayo on the radio to listen to, the windows down and a bit of fresh air coming in and all is going well until I hit the A65 and the brain takes over again.

Did I leave enough milk? Will he be able to sort himself out with something to eat, will he look after himself properly

Does he have enough clothes clean, will he remember to pay the window cleaner, on and on it went, round and round in my head. I could feel myself nagging him to remember all of this from a distance, it was ridiculous. But it just wouldn’t stop.

The really funny thing is he did over 20 years service in the army and can cook better than I can and certainly knows how to look after himself better than I could.

What the heck was wrong with me. Guilt at leaving him, that’s all.

Does anyone have episodes like this or is it just me!!!

By the time I arrived a couple of hours later I had sorted myself out and thought, do you know what. Blow it, I am going to enjoy this weekend, even if it kills me. I have been with my hubby 28 years, if he can’t sort himself out now, he never will.

I thoroughly enjoyed having breakfast made for me, and a few drinks in the bar talking about things that I enjoy with people who I had something in common with.

It was such a brilliant weekend that I am sure another one will be planned very soon.

I would like to leave you with a sentence I found on the internet today. Guilt is a supreme waste of time and energy.

So next time you have feelings of guilt creeping in, just remember those words.

Fantastic Friday

Well what a week this has turned out to be and I am glad to say it is Friday. What I thought was going to be a quiet week turned out to be the total opposite. Not that I am complaining at all. For those of you that know me you will understand how I need to be kept busy otherwise I end up in all sorts of mischief.

Yesterday saw the new mediumistic group meeting up again to work together and learn new methods of connecting and communicating. It was a difficult night for us as the messages were coming though but the energies were very heavy and we all struggled. As I tried to point out this is a good thing as it teaches us all that when working with spirit energy it isn’t always easy. Everyone has been in contact today and have expressed how they feel and now understand the effort it sometimes takes. Looking forward to seeing everyone again next month and the new exercises planned already.

Today I have been on reception at the Ilkley happiness centre. This is my Friday job as I call it. What a lovely group of people that have called in. Such a variety of queries and problems to help with. This is one place that does try to cater for each and everyone of us with whatever life gives us to deal with. Tonight I will be copying the tarot reading CDs that have been created this week so they can be in the post tomorrow. Kansas and Liverpool are the postage destinations for royal mail this week. Wonder where in the world I will be lucky enough to travel to via Skype next week. 📩📫

Tomorrow is another busy day for me with a day of reiki level one attunements arranged. Always enjoy a day of working with those who wish to start on their own personal healing journey.

I hope you all have a funtastic weekend whatever you do. Enjoy

Wonderful Wednesday

Today is going to be as busy one for me. Two readings booked in, one tarot the other one psychic, clairvoyant, mediumistic. Which ever one they wish for. Then 2 healings using reiki and crystals together. Will be a long day but a good one

Luckily I have some good guides and intuition that let me know what is required so they get the help and inspiration that is needed at this time.

I am so blessed in my life, it really does affect me when I see a smile on a face as they leave.

Have a great day everyone.:)

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